If only you - VYNCEEEEEEEEEEE! Knew how much i want to go home to see your reaction or if you can just go with me and wonder the earth.
I dont know. This day is still good even tho i didnt entirely achieve my objective. Which is to go to TESDA get my allowance there. While i also need to process things to achieve that which i already did and it was finished for my part. It was only to my institution to finish it and process them so i can get my allowance which ill use to create a play store developer account.
That was it all about, but man navigating through every steps through it was kinda fun, it was raining when i went out, go to city hall and man the entrance now looks enticing and mesmerizing after wondering that because i go to 2nd floor to see that the room i will go to was locked, so i just printed out stuff on the base floor, went there 2 times to print things i needed to avail a free notarization on another building. After that was done i go to TESDA school, saw 3 students there it was fun seeing students there it was almost evening (4/5pm) when i got there. There my instructor ask an update about the app, he was shocked for a ssecond there when i told him the payment system was almost finished its just in test mode showed my app again to him he navigated that, now he offered QA lol, we didnt explore that option but he introduced it to me, its funny. Also another instructor there aVA said she overheard our conversation in the past and is intrigued to know my app i introduced it very shortly to her and she ask if she can have it on her phone. I said to her that its still in development, she slightly insisted, so we just moved on and as time pass she tangentially said she was hosting events before thats why she was interested. Well anyways i told her maybe when the app is public so she wont experience bugs and see stuff im testing out while its on development. In hindsight im glad that i didnt rush to send her the apk lol because im still kinda scared someone might replicate it or something. Tho i finish what i came for in the school, said my goodbye since those 3 students who came before me has also left soon after me since its getting dark and rain is getting heavier and i too go out soon after they leave.
The rest of the day was history i bought stuff from store and waited in rain for the jeepney then went home.
Oh how sometimes i wish someone could ask and really hear my story and details of how my day went even just days like these.
When im at the house yes my mom, i updated her slightly not revealing everything but she was very optimistic she teased me on my business and all that, she and jimmy wanted to become employees. From the previous months i really havent been able to set out my business because of financial struggle and the mishap with my business plan since i havent pursued it after my request for 2nd license is futile and doomed. That was my main hope for getting funding, so not getting it means my other options is struggling further to get funding or start something else entirely, which it was right now and its been going great since all of the problem with my first failed business doesnt exist on this 2nd one. The burden of law and regulation, the desperation for investors, the rush from everything, my old teachers, classmates, my family and so on. Im in a much better position right now thanks for my patience and persistence. Ive been on so many detours and right now we found our beacon one that people were excited and curious about and something would be significantly be useful in an underserved market. So theres a lot more leverage here and a lot more learned lessons from my past failures so i know better and im stronger now.
This times it evokes a sense of fulfillment its not like im being burdened to do this because people now expected me but i want this. I want people to have a better platform and a better place for many of us and to many parts of world to use it since using it simplifying and ease people about events creating one, managing and going to one.
I mean with this small wins i just hope i have someone to share the joy with me, and i dont know a better person than you vynce. I know youll be so happy for this as well, and im so happy and eager to share every little positive news to you because, youre the only person so far who have understood me and its funny how you said i am predictable before, its funny how much you dont know about me yet manage to understood a massive chunk on my emotions and my life. I may be predictable and well that is because i try to because i know how mentally draining it is when someones is unpredictable, instead of getting somewhere we just end up overthinking things because some people are unpredictable and i dont want you to do that. I dont want you to overthink things even tho you kinda do it anyways.
This afternoon while sitting waiting for my call and my time to do what i have to do while im in the public attorneys office, i look up many of your interest anime,movies and the stuff you read and i also notice youre awake at 1am because you opened slowly. i look up what time it was on colombia because i just saw youre 23 minutes when youre last online lol it was around 2pm here.
It suprised me it was a new sight for me that makes me think about you harder.
Oh this time. it was 10pm when im writing this. and i just want to sit down with you and plan the future with you. and be thankful for everything that had happened so far.
Sometimes even tho i dont like wishing because i want things to be real and toiled for to get them. Sometimes during this times, the intention is good and all i just want an impossibility and sit down with you, right here, solid with me. ill fix your hair, hear your chest and make sure youre alright before you get back from whatever you came from. Haha but really, i wish you have a good health and sharp mind to navigate your own world, feeling you from afar, orbit. Ill start to call you orbit instead of your own name sometimes.
Edit: 08/28/2025
I found this today and im a little mad lol. This sunset didnt happen when i go out its just dark and gloomy and its raining ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. It happened a day before i go out ahhhhhhhhhhh.
Anyways even tho i didnt see this on the day i go out. It still provoked me this reflection.